Im all smiley and heppi these past few days. Wut makes me so happy tho there're quite a lot of things that can bring me down? Simple....its AZMI.
He's been so nice these past few days that sumtimes rase cam dulu plak. Not the time yg we were together as couple. Tp as best frens. To sape2 yg tak tau, me and azmi, kitorang skolah same, satu kelas. Kalo nak recap our history, maybe panjang la...sbb it started from standard 6. Best frens mase die kat KMK n i kat UTP.
So its like the old days. Nice. And still ader gaduh2..which i in a way missed it mase kitorang grew apart for like 3 months. So, bile gaduh nih cam bess plak. Hehe. Call me twisted or weird, but i did. Haha....
Yelah, as i told ainur earlier (and him later), sumtimes i wish he could be like other guys yg dun want to be frens dgn their ex as soon as diorang broke up. Tak nak amik tau dah. Tp, well, i fall in love with him (and still is) sbb he is who he is. He's the caring type. Maybe la there's sum old memories n grudge yg he cant forget, tp he is who he is. And im heppi that this doesnt change who he is. In a way, it tells me that i didnt make a mistake by falling in love with him. Hmmmm....
So, takpe la....Azmi's here...and im kinda heppi. Tho, i get sum headache thinking of my lil bro. Tak tau la ape nak jadi ngan akram nih. Mcm2 perangai die. Biase la org ckp, anak bongsu. Yup...ala....akram n me, we are the rebels in our family. Slalu je nak break rules n do things yg our better siblings wont. Hehe....
So, anyway....dah mlm...chiow....
*Wink*Wink*
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3 comments:
Is it worth it waiting for someone who quarrel with you all the time? It's nice for you to think of all the lovey-dovey part in love now, but as you're growing older don't you think to settle down to marriage? And would you mind having the quarrel on daily basis once you get married? Before you answer all these questions, stop your madness for a while and think again. Set aside all your fantasy world and get back to reality.
If (God forbid) after taking into consideration of all these, you still think he's the right person for you, then go ahead and marry him. It is certain you have a twisted mind and shouldn't be allowed to mingle within the public as to avoid catastrophic event. But should you take the right choice (generally speaking), then it's not too late to explore the world. He's not yet your husband and now he forbids you from befriending other guys? Haha, he's a moron to do that. But you would be even dumber to love a person like that. And if you really couldn't let go of him from your mind, please think of your parents. Would they want you to marry such a person? You wouldn't want to be called 'the next Si Tenggang' would you.
Enough of my rambling. One advice here, please listen to your friends. They know you better than your so-called ex knows you.
Dear 'just-a-passer-by'.
Firstly, i know u r not JUST a passer by since u know how he treated me to that extend.
But i think u dun know me and our relationship that well either. Let alone to say that about my parents. My parents, my grandma and also my niece seems to love him dearly. Well, dulu la they are in gud terms. Skrang, well, we broke up.
And for the record, we didnt quarrel on daily basis. We know how to have fun and enjoy the lovey dovey stuffs yg couples do as well. And on the befriending guys issue, there are guys yg he willing to consider as my frens. Guys who didnt (to his judgement) cross his territory and acknowledge yg im his gf. Well now was la...not anymore.
Im not saying wut we have is the perfect couple relationship. But there cud be a chance yg i was the one to blame. U cant blame him entirely and chop die as the bad guy here. I have my fair share of mistreatment towards him. Seriously. But being him, he just buckle it up and tak crite kat org. So u guys wudnt understand all his actions. And he cudnt care less either. But i guess i do and i mite be the one to blame here.
So, im not saying yg ur opinion is salah. I respect u sbb u voice out ur mind. But u need to give him a benefit of the doubt. Aite?
Thanks anyway. :)
P/s: and my frens are great. :)
hi "just a passer by",
i think sharina already said most of the things that i wanted to say. kudos to her for a well-composed comment.
i would take your comment more seriously if you don't hide behind the "just a passer by" id.
well, people are more bold when they can't be seen by others.
i would say it is a coward-act.throwing BIG WORDS but don't have the gut to show the real you.with that act, how does it give you the right to say something about other people? it's just not.
i'm sure me & sharina know you.that's the reason why you are being so coward.
let me just correct you about several things.
1) me & sharina don't quarrel on daily basis.
2) me & sharina know how to have fun as couple AND as friends.
3) even though me & sharina are not together, we want to keep the friendship that we had way before we became couple.
i did forbid sharina from befriend with other guys, but certain guys ONLY. maybe guys like YOU, perhaps! i'm a guy and i know how guys think & act. i would not simply forbid her, i will consider a lot of things before i forbid her. in fact, i'm pretty good at guessing & judging people's character.
and please dude, stop saying those things to sharina. i would love to smack your head if u say those things again. but again, you are too "yellow" to let me & sharina know the real you.
do know that i have a good relationship with her family. and yes, i can't deny the fact that i got a few issues too. but that's normal. i can't see how sharina would be the next "Si Tanggang". oh btw, it is "Si Tanggang" not "Si Tenggang"! *duuuuuh*
and trust me on this, i know sharina more than other people. i've been with for a very long time. we've been together during ups & downs, thick & thin. so please don't simply think you know her more than i did, coz you are definitely not.
i think that would be enough from me. one piece of advice for you, find your own identity first before giving an identity-check-advice to other people.
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