The Start of A New Chapter in My Life

07/08/09 - Solemnization Ceremony











08/08/09 - Bride's Reception














09/08/09 - Groom's Reception

Especially for Nashriq

Lame gile tak update blog nih, tp demi utk nesh, kite upload la gmbr tunang kite.

Tp gmbr2 nih sme dlm sephia mode. Sbb kalau dlm kaler die jadi overexpose skit.






















































The actual kaler hari tuh:

Look At This!

Grr tensen nyer

Tensen pasal keje la ape lagi...
mcm2 hal...
menyusahkan....
byk lagi mende yg leh wat tau....

Begini hal nyer:-
mule2 cari and arrange org briefing....
tu pun dah melompat2 dah...dr satu company ke satu company...
pastu diorang dah gi briefing ari nih....
pastu la plak....budak2 nih mintak nomex (coverall yg masuk dlm site tuh)....
mule2 suruh pinjam yg staff sini punyer...eh ckp yg die nyer rosak pulak....
pastu dah mintak la kat our sis company nih...pinjam....
pastu bile suruh gi amik, budak nih ckp tak nak yg ader logo company len...nnt tokleh masuk site...pulak dah...
pastu col la main con....tetibe main con ckp tak nak plak kitorang masuk keje....
ckp ader org dah leh wat sme keje tuh.....
pastu...col bos tanye camne....
bos suruh claim....suruh claim kat company 1st yg panggil kite tadi...
pastu ckp ngan org tu...rupenyer die dah tarik diri dr project nih, n suruh kite deal direct ngan main con plak....
col plak main con tanye camne....
pastu tgh hold la nih....
tak tau ape ke citer....

another hal pasal gaji budak2 contract...diorang masuk keje 29hb jan hr tuh.
smpi skrang tak dpt gaji...sape yg responsible pasal gaji...not me...
tp sape yg budak2 nih cari n marah2....'akak jugak'....
grrr.....

tensennyer ...grrrr!!!!


*Haih...apekah blog ini tempat melepaskan tensen jer ek?
Hope i do well in the coming interview...Amin...*

My Little Bundles of Joy

Introducing my babies:-
Cheekoo..





n Koochee..

....Happy Moments....

My Baby Maybe Fear No 5 The Most....Haha

5 Reasons Why Guys Fear Commitment

You've been with your boyfriend for several months or years and you're sitting in a restaurant for girls' night out. The inevitable question arises as you bite into your first jumbo shrimp: "Why hasn't he asked you to marry him yet?" Cocktail sauce drips from the corner of your mouth as you defend your boyfriend from this barrage.

Somewhere in the back of your mind you know your friends are asking a valid question. What is this guy waiting for? Is he stringing me along? Why does he run from engagement talk quicker than people in Pamplona from the running of the bulls?

Today is your day for answers. Here are the top five reasons guys fear commitment and what you can do to overcome them.


Reason #1: Saying "yes" to you means saying "no" to the rest of the world
Let's say he asks you to marry him on a Saturday. Then on Monday he's walking to work and a beautiful woman approaches. As a swinging single, he had the freedom to drop a cute one-liner. Now this knockout is off limits.

The bottom line here is your man wonders if you truly are the best person he'll ever meet or just the best person to date. This quandary can stop a waffling guy in his tracks.

The Solution: Face this issue head-on and admit to your man that the world of women does not magically become ugly the moment he puts a ring on your finger. It's okay to find other women attractive, just like you could take note of a cute guy at the gym. The point is you're mutually agreeing to not act on these impulses.


Reason #2: Women in magazines and on TV look so perfect
Thanks to airbrushing and perfect lighting, women in magazines, movies and TV portray an unattainable look. Your man might mistakenly believe these Hollywood starlets wake up in the morning actually looking like this. He then takes one look at you in sweatpants and suddenly develops a new crush on the Revlon model in Cosmo.

The Solution: All you need to do is find a magazine or website that exposes celebrities without their makeup. These candid photos, complete with skin blemishes, non-designer clothes and unkempt hair, will remind your man that celebrities are regular people too. Then book a romantic evening together where you both dress up elegantly. One look at you in your finest duds and your man will soon realize you too can look like a Hollywood starlet.


Reason #3: I'm not ready to give up guys' night out (i.e., my fraternity days)
From college to the present, your guy has locked in Friday night with the guys. Sports and drinking dominate the night as does hitting on women. Suddenly Fridays transform into dinners with couples, movie rentals and family gatherings. Your man just might miss his high-flying single days and feel jealous of his unattached buddies.

The Solution: Who says marriage means the end of male friendships? Let your man know he can still get together with the guys -- maybe not every Friday night, but certainly one or two times a month. You can do the same with the girls. Remove the need to hit on members of the opposite sex and you're good to go. Besides, these same-gender relationships are healthy.


Reason #4: Relationships shouldn't require so much work
"All we do is talk." We all know some guys have a penchant for avoiding deep conversation. Many guys have friends who claim they never fight with their spouses, or maybe he had parents who shielded him from marital tension. A few too many challenging conversations and your man may wonder if all the stress is a sign of a bad relationship.

The Solution: Quality communication is all about picking the right moment. A long, difficult day at work is not the best precursor to a difficult conversation. Relaxing on the couch, in a low- stress moment, is a much better option. You can also seek out another couple who is willing to be honest about relationship tension that all couples face. Seeing this other couple deal with the same issues might help him realize you're not alone in facing relationship hurdles.


Reason #5: I'm not sure if the things that bother me about you are deal-breakers
Your man loves 38 things about you, but three things about you really annoy him. He can't decide if the 38 lovable qualities outweigh the three annoyances, or if ultimately those three things will drive him batty.

The Solution: You've got to remind your man that sooner or later everyone has the potential to be annoying. Family, roommates, colleagues and spouses all have qualities that can grate on you from time to time. And here's a news flash: he has some annoying qualities too. Marriage is all about accepting a few flaws for the greater good of an otherwise healthy relationship.

Knight in Shining Armor? McDreamy?

Alaa...tell me who in her rite mind tak nak to have her own knight in shining armor or mcdreamy? All gals dream to have the rite kind of guy everyday. Sum mite even go to the extend of dating much too often always to end the relationship in conclusion that the person isn't her 'knight in shining armor' nor 'mcdreamy'. When will us come to our senses that there are zero these kinda person for us out there in the real dating scene. (i mean in this era la...i cant know how it was ages ago. when there are real knights still rooming the land. bluwekkk!!)

Dun get me wrong. My love live is still intact - for now. We had had great time together, and a fair share of bad ones. But THIS is not about me ok? :p

It is just dat i came across this webspace on heart to heart problems where there are a lot of whining gals telling this n that. How he is all lovely n sweet but not the rite guy. How lonely they are. Bla bla bla. How he doesnt understand. bla bla bla. Sounds so much like i was a few months back. Rite? Its not im dissing this gals, mind u. I was so much like these gals before. Maybe a lot of gals out there can relate.

Ntah la. In our short life, we had been fed with ideas there's always Mr Rite for us. The thing is we always want this Mr Rite to do the rite things, to say the rite words and act rite all the time up to our standard. My my, this idea of Mr Rite is so not RITE.

Our Mr Rite mite be the Rite one for us but he mite not always be Rite. Like us mite not always be Ms Rite for them. We just need to come with terms with all their shortcomings as they did ours. If we cant get thru this stage, Mr Rite mite not be so Rite for us. This is when we dissed the Mr Rite thing n hope for our fairytale Knight to show up one day and swept us off our feet.

If you think its happening to you...believe me, its short-lived. My parents called it fling or rebound dating. Yeah, we mite get all tingly and blushing and hepi for a while. But it will all passed once we get to know the person better. And we'll start comparing to our Mr Rite. But the very 1st thing we need to do is TO GET OVER THE IDEA OF FAIRYTALE KNIGHTS KINDA GUYS! Come on. To find sumone who wud fight for ur honour or to do all the lady's bidding -like the knight wud do - come on. There are no such person. Even McDreamy mite only be sumone in our dreams.

Yeah ah... I've come to terms with it. Haha... Owh, u've guessed? :p

Hehehe..N yeah I've found my Mr Rite. After all the fights, the shouts, the name calling, the blackmailing n the tears, the dramas's n all. Hahaha....

I just hope that i am Ms Rite for him. :) yeah, i'm with terms with the mr rite thing. I only dun know the other way around. N Im still finding the answers.

*Sighed*

Natasha Bedingfield Ft Sean Kingston - Love Like This

Oh…
Never find a love like this

We go back so far,
swingin in your back yard,
all the things that we used to do
We were cool back in high school
ooh I really liked you,
must have been your attitude.

That’s why you keep on runnin
in and out of my mind.
As the years they’ll roll by,
Baby, now I know why
I keep comin back to you.

You’re the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this.
Let me hear you say,
now I’ll never be lonely,
look at what you’ve shown me,
never find a love like this

Well this life tried to keep us apart
you keep callin me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
aren’t you glad you found me,
wrap you all around me,
never find a love like this.

All the guys tried to take me,
you’re the one who saved me,
I feel like I owe you my life.
And as strange as it may seem,
I’ll go if you take me
home and lent to sacrifice.

That’s why you keep on runnin
in and out of my mind.
As the years, they’ll roll by,
it’s not hard to know why
I keep comin back to you.

You’re the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this.
Let me hear you say,
now I’ll never be lonely,
look at what you’ve shown me,
never find a love like this.

Cause this life tried to keep us apart,
you keep calling me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
aren’t you glad you found me,
wrap you all around me,
never find a love like this.

May never find a love, love, love a love like this,
that still make me think about my middle school kiss.
I sit here in this chair and I wish
for you not to leave me now.
My friends they always told me
not to make you my wifey,
man they was putting you down.
And now they see we rollin,
me and you, we strollin,
they don’t wanna come around.

Let me hear you say,
you’re the only one that knows me,
love it when you hold me,
never find a love like this.
Let me hear you say,
now I’ll never be lonely,
look at what you’ve shown me,
never find a love like this.

When this life tries to keep us apart,
you keep callin me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
I’m so glad you found me,
wrap you all around me,
never find a love like this,

Oh… Never find a love like this…
When this life tried to keep us apart,
you keep callin me back to your heart,
Let me hear you say,
Oh… Never find a love like this.
Oh… Never find a love like this

Lifehouse - Who We Are

Live my life around a picture
Taken when we met
Spending all of my time
Chasing your silhouette
For all we go through
I don't wanna change you
It's my mind running in reverse
Trying not to forget
Who we were
Where it's at
Here we go

And we break and we burn
And we turn it inside out
To take it back to the start
And through the rise and falling apart
We discover who we are

Struggling with my thoughts
Change the locks inside my head
Reading between the lines
Of what you say, and what you said
I turn the radio on
To drown me out
Driving through the night to nowhere
Trying to forget
Who we were
And where it's at
Here we go

And we break and we burn
And we turn it inside out
To take it back to the start
And through the rise and falling apart
We discover who we are

And it's all
To the wind
It's all
In our hands

It's all
To the wind
It's all
In our hands

A Story of My Fren (Freak World)

I dun know how to write about this. I've been keeping it in me for so long already. Ppl mite find this unusual or weird or so illogical. Me myself tot this kind of story only happened in Malay Dramas. But wat happen to my dear fren proves me wrong.

This fren of mine, we started to be good fren in uni tho we were at the same school b4. Given that we are in diff classes n diff circle of frens makes us hardly know each other. But uni life makes us close. We still keep in touch after uni.

In june this year she got married with one of our uni fren. I dun know this guy that well. But he did shower her with expensive gifts, envious at that time bcoz well, my love life was at zero that time. But im happy for them. And she was so excited, 'chirpy' and so full of energy when she talked about their meeting with the in-laws-to-be. So i tot it is all great.

Then, i cant remember when it started. She msg me. Yep, before ramadhan. We catch up a lil. Then i teased her about 1st time fasting with hubby. She said its no diff. That's when i smell sumthing fishy. Becoz, i know her that well, n by the tone of the msg i can know there's sumthing wrong. I started asking her questions. That's when it all burst out. About how sick she was. And how her mom picked her up at her hubby's home town.

Only then she started to spill the beans. She told me after the wedding, she gave 24 hours notice n quit her job to be with her hubby. N she live at his mother's house. Then she started to tell how his mother had change. How she was actually a black magic practicer. She even locked my fren, give her rugs to wear n treated her like a slave. Only when her husband comes home then only the mother change her attitude. All loving and caring.

She 'mengadu' about this to the hubster. But the hubby shake her off. Saying his mother is 'baik'. (Yelah, who can terime bile ppl said our mother is a bad person. Its a lot to digest, i guess.) Then she told me about her miscarriage, due to the fact the the mother wants to sell the 'janin'. And also how 'pontianak' had suck her blood without her knowing. It was all a shock for me. I was like, 'WUT?'. I can hardly believe all that i was being told. But wats the reason for my fren to lie to me. Rite? She's is not a liar as long as we'e been frens for 7 years.

Starting from that point, i keep a close contact with her. Her parents had persuade her to file for divorce. But she tot better of it. Her hubby did nothing wrong. So we dont think that that's the solution. So they plan for the hubster to move to my fren's hometown. But now i heard that the bos dont want to let him go. Now my fren is in dilema whether she should follow him to kl or not.

The thing is, last time they went out together, she saw his mom in their hotel room. N everywhere they go. She said, she need to 'pegi berubat' everytime they met. N she only get sum peace of mind when she is in the boundary of her own house.

Rite now i dun know wut advice to giv to her anymo. His mom's a freak. Seriously. Wut kind of life is that to live....

*Confounded*

Prai

Last week, went to Prai. Sme org cam confused kot kenape i was so into nak naik prai. Sbb the last time pegi kulim, my mum siap suruh bwk teman n all. Kali nih, i ckp kat my bos i nak ikut diorang naik prai. I ckp sbb i nak masuk site. Mule2 my bos ckp die tokleh gi. Die ckp, takpe la, kite gi masuk site next time. Then i said la my reason, I nak masuk sbb nak tgk diorg service vacuum psv. Kalo stakat psv jer, i dah byk kali tgk diorang wat kat sini.

I assumed org akan wat speculation yg i nak pegi jumpe my bf. Yelah, die kat penang kan. Well, dats a bonus ekceli, tp no, my main intention ari tuh was nak masuk site n tgk keje yg diorang wat. Service vacuum break PSV. Which prove to be a gud experience for me jugak la.

Ape yg wat i beria2 nak pegi ekceli sbb i dah busan ekceli mase tuh...cam dah pening asyik duduk kat ofis jer..asyik wat keje paperwork jer. Mcm takde experience dah nak masuk site seme. kalo stakat gi site visit camtuh..cam tak bes.. so i pun decided ngan adamantly nak pegi jugak prai nih.

Well, at least i dah buktikan kat diorang yg i went there utk keje. Mmg la, of coz I jumpe my bf. Yelah dah pinjam kete die pun. So smpi2 penang die yg jemput, n ajar jln nak pegi prai n penang. Then i went to work, n he to his ofis. Mlm tuh pun kejap jer jumpe. Tp the time spent was great la. mkn nandos n jln2 kat area autocity tuh. hehe...

Then the next day blk ngan die. Bess2. :)

Ntah la. Dulu i mcm confuse sme, kenape he choose me sme. ntah2 die nak play revenge ker. n if die ske kat org len ker. Sbb sumtimes die garang n can be very nasty heartbreaker. Hehehe... Tp skrang i dah tak confuse dah. I just take him as he is la. Mmg die garang. N maybe sumtimes he can be a lil un-tackfull (again ader ke ayat nih). Tp datts him. the way he is. Die garang sbb die nak i jadi a better person. Die tak pandai sgt kate2 manis nih. hehehe...only when he's in the mood la. Same him, i ader mende yg i tegur die jugak. N i believe ader mende about me yg die tak puas ati gak. So, in a relationship, i believe there's give n take. I tak menyesal skit pun i pilih die blk. n i tak kisah if ppl think im making a mistake. I think its the best thing yg i ever did. N if it prove to be a mistake. Its my mistake to make. So anyone who have doubts, i dun care. I've got my own stand. :)

*Flying High*

"Funny la Korang nih"

Hehehe...bile nak tulis post nih pun dah tersenyum2 sendiri...heheh...cannot forget la yesterday's nite incident.

Mcm2 berlaku smalam. 1stly mari la sy bercerite dr mule..remember my story about my hosmet yg ktorg tegur sumthing n bende tuh dah mengeruhkan keadaan yg die kluar rumah tuh. well...die dah ader umah baru, n dah ader new hosmet. there's a lot of citer before this, of how die pesan kat hosmet die about sumthing n to our new hosmet jugak about us.

Anyway, this post is not about that...this is about the open house yg die wat smalam, which *tshk tshk* we are not invited. hehe...yg terase sgt2 are our hosmets yg satu ofis ngan diorang. owh, die punyer new hosmet is ofismate pada 2 of our hosmets. n kire cam, kenal, n si hosmet die nih slalu gak la col or msg my hosmets nih. And it was such a shocked bile die tak jemput my hosmet nih. Yelah, die jemput her ofismates yg len, in the presense of my hosmet nih, tp die takde courtesy pun nak ckp nape die tak invite my hosmet nih. Ala, kitorang pun akan fhm la kalo die ckp pasal our x-hosmet nih. hehehe...

So anyway, bg membawa hati2 yg terase nih, kitorang pun mkn besar kat tong juan tmpt yg popular ngan stuffed carb die tuh. So kitorang pun mkn ngan bess nyer kat situ. sambil main uno n mendengar citer sharn. Yg wat ita n me tergelak2 kan die, sbb die sgt lost mase men uno tuh sbb dok asyik bercerite. So, tak pegi open house die pun, kitorang takde la tak hepi ke ape..

Nway, sbb curious, n ktorg dgr citer mcm2, siap ade khemah seme, so kitorang pun plan, after blk mkn tuh, kt gi round area umah diorg nih. Siap salah2 jalan lagi mule2. Well bukan la salah jalan, tp terlepas simpang yg nak masuk umah die. Tp semangat punya pasal, kitorang pun ngan excited nyer u-turn blk. Walaupun kena u-turn tu agak jauh gak la. Then kitorang pun nmpk la majlis yg sedang berlangsung itu. Ngan excited nyer ktorg pun pusing blk, utk tgk kali kedua...Hehhe...

Mase dah pusing blk tuh, kitorang bwk la slow2..then, nmpk la ader mamat n minah n ader budak kecik, bwk cam bungkusan2 bwk blk tuh...kitorang pun ckp la...'tgk korang, siap ader bekas2 polisterine lagi'

then kitorang pun mengamati la budak2 tuh...mule2 kitorang ingatkan a fren of ours cum our spy gak la. tp bukan, pastu saliza ckp, 'ntah2 ofismate korang'..then lepas sharn mengamati mamat tuh mmg sah la budak tuh ofismate die which means ofismate our ex-hosmet nih la...

then mase tuh la i realize yg the girl yg tgh jln ngan mamat tuh was HER!! hahaha.. terjerit2 la kitorang dlm krete sharn yg bising itu....hehehehhe...mmg kantoi kitorang gi spy open house rumah die....mesti die ckp kitorang nih funny....hhaha...
dah la mule2 bwk slow giler, pas tahu tuh die, terus pecut...hehehe....

tp mmg ktorg tergelak giler la bile pk2 blk kejadian tuh...lawak btul...hehehe...
muahahahaha.....:p mesti dlm hati ex hosmet tuh berkate2.."funny la korang nih"
which is her fav quote. :p

*Big grin*

My 'Sweet' Niece

Do I need to say more?
*Grinned*

Like sister like brother...dua2 sgt aktif n tak tau malu...hehe...

Happy Eid Mubarak - Part 2

My Raya Event:-

The day b4 raya
Had to work. But still ok. Went back at 12.30 noon. Stopped to buy lemang. Arrived in kuantan, sent lemang. Still ok.
Rest a lil. Get ready to buke puase. Went out, fetched by him. Went to Ktn Plaza 1st, then plan to go to megamall n break fast at lemon tree. Cancelled at lemon tree becoz, the envi now is not to our fancy. The time spent was great.
Break fast at pizza hut. The service was far too slow. Tp we understand la sbb maybe tgh peek hour. Was comforted by the present of each other. Was gr8 as well. But i did a mistake that i was not aware of at that time.
On our way to his car, bumped into a fren. Sucks.
On the way back. Was ok.
Nite, fight. Sad....


1st Raya
The normal raya day up until Hakeem had his fit.
Basically, ok, terrified, ok..then good thru the nite.


2nd Raya
Ok at first. Had it all planned out. Fight a lil, but still ok.
Went to his house. Was gr8. Went back to my house to change. Went to megamall. Buy sum stuffs. Tot of going to starbucks, but cancelled due to the time. Gr8 time.
Had a fight in the car about sumthing which i can hardly remember how it started. Anyway..Sad day again.


3rd Raya
This was the peek time of my raya. Becoz i had a blast. Went out. To starbucks. 'Lepak'ing. Had sum nice cet. Then went to grab a bite a Rasamas. Then went back home. Amazingly great time.


4th - 7th Raya
I've started working by this time. Bored to the core becoz takde org sgt yg keje lagi at the mo. Tp still ok.


8th Raya
Very sad. Felt left out, alone, un-cared for (ader ke perkataan nih, ahh lantak la, malas nak cek dict.) Sad...very very sad...


9th Raya (today)
Still very sad...

Lifehouse - Broken

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home


Heard this song while ironing this morning. Been searching for the rite song to summarize my feeling. N this is so so true...
My fav band, pandai diorg wat lagu...

*Sighed*

Happy Eid Mubarak

"Semoga Tahun ini dan Tahun2 yg mendatang membawa Rahmat & Hidayah kepada Kamu"

Today is already 5th Syawal. Mama n papa dah start pose 6 since yesterday. I br start hari nih. Pun belum pose 6 lagi...Uwekk...nak kena pose byk hari nih..nak kaver blk seme2...n bleh jimat budget for makan..oh yeah...bgs btul la...:)

Well, i bet everyone have their Syawal stories. My 1st Syawal started as a normal Syawal like Syawal2 before this. Mandi Sunat raya, siap2 pinggan mangkuk n juadah raye. Gi smayang raye. Salin baju raye. Salam wit mama, papa n tok, adik beradik n sedara mara. Then sambung siap2 makanan utk tetamu. Then makan utk diri sendiri. Hehe..

Tp near to noon. Our family had a BIG scare. My nephew Hakeem, he had a fever since the day before. Ummi die dah kasi ubat pcm (if im not mistaken). Tp since he had diarrhea/diarrhoea so we believe ubat tuh kluar blk..:p Anyway, the fever was at check la time tuh. Sbb it was lower than the nite before n at early morning dat day.

Then lepas main2 ngan aki die. Then kitorang pakaikan his samping. Mase tuh die dah start nangis2. Tp ok lagi la lepas tuh. Aki die pujuk. Then bwk die gi jalan. Then, mase papa bwk die gi jalan2 tuh, bwk gi dekat uncle ham (Aki Ham, die panggil). Uncle acah2 nak amik die. Then tetibe die cam sandar kebelakang. We 1st tot he was playing the 'pengsan-pengsan' game he always pulls. Tp ktorng perasan his eyes was rolling above which he never done before. While abg boy betulkan kepala die onto papa's shoulder, mase tuh br kitorang realize he was having a fit. Sbb die dah ketar2. Then abg boy terus tarik die dr papa n bwk lari masuk bilik. N baringkan die atas katil. Then start demah kepala die ngan air. Maybe between 2-3 minutes gak la then die dah ok. Kitorg ni dah tak thn nangis dah. Kalo Tok, tak tau nak ckp la. Tp kitorang tahan, tkt die nmpk mase Hakeem sakit tuh, tkt die plak jadi ape2.

Then after dah terus bwk die gi hospital, n he was admitted for observation. Tp that nite kak lin mintak discharge sbb specialist kat GH tuh sgt la tak professional. Dr yg bengong. Agaknyer die terase nak jadi macam House kot. Tp so not charming. N we are reporting him. Lantak la.

Mule2 my sis nak masukkan Hakeem kat KMC or KSH, tp tak jadi, sbb doc takde. Cuti raye. Then br die teringat kat Dr Ang. Dr pakar kanak2 yg mmg dah kenal budak2 nih. So on 2nd raye tu bwk gi sane. Alhamdulillah, the next day (3rd raye) his fever dah subside. We really had a scare. Tp alhamdulillah it had passed.

So dats the 1s part of my raye story. Nnt when i have the time I'll tell u the other one. :)

Til then, Chioww..

VMA 2007

Yesterday, watched the VMA 2007 with my hosmets. Hehe.. Bukan men lagi kitorang mengutuk britney. My god, die mcm malas nak perform. Takde excitement cam dulu. Mcm a boring chore jer die wat. Ms tgk die perform tu, mcm cannot relate die ngan the 'legendary ms britney spears' tu. Cam totally diff person. Hehe..

Anyway, berbaloi gak la menunggu tuh..Tgk justin perform mak aiii...kitorang kat umah tuh, goes gaga...hehe...*drool* comey btul la mamat nih..Tgk die perform ngan 50 cent pun, comey giler..."she wants it, she wants it" haha..
giler kejap...:p


Baby this a new age, you like my new craze
Let's get together maybe we can start a new phase
The smokes got the club all hazy, spotlights don't do you justice baby
Why don't you come over here, you got me saying

Aayooh
I'm tired of using technology, why don't you sit down on top of me

Aayooh
I'm tired of using technology, I need you right in front of me
Ooh, she wants it, uh uh, she wants it
Ooh, she wants it, uh uh, she wants it
Ooh, she wants it, uh uh (soo), I got to give it to her

Your hips, your thighs, you got me hypnotized, let me tell you
Your hips, your thighs, you got me hypnotized, let me tell you
Your hips, your thighs, you got me hypnotized, let me tell you
Your hips, your thighs, you got me hypnotized, let me tell you

Hhmmmm....*day dream*

Pastu, yg kitorang dpt observe smalam is the female performers and presenters, mostly ader big butt n thighs.. kitorang cam wonder, fesyen ke skrang nih. haha. so im not the only one yg ader problem with my thigh. Nyampah tgk, bile gemuk skit, situ la naik dulu. Bodo.. Hehe...Tp tak kisah, bulan pose nih i manage menurun kan my badan. Even my tite jeans dah tak tite dah. Huhu...sy suke..like my lil niece ckp kat that someone 'nana tak gemuk pun, nana kurus jer' Oh yeah...hahaha...
*wide grin*

"Love shouldnt be A Job to Do"

This quote i amik dr jerry mcguire movie. Watch it yesterday on cinemax. Funny that i always cry when tgk crite2 camnih. Tho i dah tgk byk kali. It is just so sweet. Tho i tot malaysian guys tak as romantic as yg slalu dlm movies or dlm filem 'cinta' tu, maybe i tot wrong. I mean, maybe romantic org malaysia nih len kot. Ntah la. Tp yepp, there are a few situation yg moved me sgt2 yg i cried jugak. Bukan nangis sedih, tp kinda heppi. N because the moment is just so sweet.

My bestfren, oja, doesnt understand. Die ckp i poyo. I tak kisah. :p

After all said n done, i dun mind. I dun mind if one day he realize yg he doesnt love me that much. I wudnt mind if one day he decided yg he dont want to spend the rest of his life with me. I wudnt mind. I wud be devastated, n sad for some time. But i will terima it. I redha if that's the fate yg i kena face. I love him so dearly rite now yg i just want him to be hepi. N if hepi means yg die have to be with someone else, then, i'll wish him all the bes.

For now, its all about us, him and me. I love him, n i do know yg he loves me too. So, for now, i'll live this moment to the fullest n pray for the best. Amin...

Al-Fatihah

In memories of Adik Nurin Jazlin.

Following this case, hati sape yg tak sedih? Sape yg tak wonder? How could a person calling himself a human can do this to a child? Who in his right mind sanggup buat camtuh? I just dun know wut to say. The feeling is so strong towards this case. Hatred to the person yg did this to a child, sedih, kesian, wonder. Criminal cases kat malaysia nih makin menjadi2. And to take advatage on a child. This is so wrong. :'(

N smalam, i saw this tv series. On physchopath killer. He claimed yg he was the messager of God. N cam die ingat die bleh hukum org yg wat salah. Giler physcho la. Ntah ape ntah nak jadi ngan dunia skrang nih.

Imagine wut the world will be for our children or children's children nnt. Just to think of the prospect pun dah wat i shudder. Nauzubillah. I really hope this world can be a better place.

Amin.