Wednesday, October 31, 2007

A Story of My Fren (Freak World)

I dun know how to write about this. I've been keeping it in me for so long already. Ppl mite find this unusual or weird or so illogical. Me myself tot this kind of story only happened in Malay Dramas. But wat happen to my dear fren proves me wrong.

This fren of mine, we started to be good fren in uni tho we were at the same school b4. Given that we are in diff classes n diff circle of frens makes us hardly know each other. But uni life makes us close. We still keep in touch after uni.

In june this year she got married with one of our uni fren. I dun know this guy that well. But he did shower her with expensive gifts, envious at that time bcoz well, my love life was at zero that time. But im happy for them. And she was so excited, 'chirpy' and so full of energy when she talked about their meeting with the in-laws-to-be. So i tot it is all great.

Then, i cant remember when it started. She msg me. Yep, before ramadhan. We catch up a lil. Then i teased her about 1st time fasting with hubby. She said its no diff. That's when i smell sumthing fishy. Becoz, i know her that well, n by the tone of the msg i can know there's sumthing wrong. I started asking her questions. That's when it all burst out. About how sick she was. And how her mom picked her up at her hubby's home town.

Only then she started to spill the beans. She told me after the wedding, she gave 24 hours notice n quit her job to be with her hubby. N she live at his mother's house. Then she started to tell how his mother had change. How she was actually a black magic practicer. She even locked my fren, give her rugs to wear n treated her like a slave. Only when her husband comes home then only the mother change her attitude. All loving and caring.

She 'mengadu' about this to the hubster. But the hubby shake her off. Saying his mother is 'baik'. (Yelah, who can terime bile ppl said our mother is a bad person. Its a lot to digest, i guess.) Then she told me about her miscarriage, due to the fact the the mother wants to sell the 'janin'. And also how 'pontianak' had suck her blood without her knowing. It was all a shock for me. I was like, 'WUT?'. I can hardly believe all that i was being told. But wats the reason for my fren to lie to me. Rite? She's is not a liar as long as we'e been frens for 7 years.

Starting from that point, i keep a close contact with her. Her parents had persuade her to file for divorce. But she tot better of it. Her hubby did nothing wrong. So we dont think that that's the solution. So they plan for the hubster to move to my fren's hometown. But now i heard that the bos dont want to let him go. Now my fren is in dilema whether she should follow him to kl or not.

The thing is, last time they went out together, she saw his mom in their hotel room. N everywhere they go. She said, she need to 'pegi berubat' everytime they met. N she only get sum peace of mind when she is in the boundary of her own house.

Rite now i dun know wut advice to giv to her anymo. His mom's a freak. Seriously. Wut kind of life is that to live....

*Confounded*

Monday, October 29, 2007

Prai

Last week, went to Prai. Sme org cam confused kot kenape i was so into nak naik prai. Sbb the last time pegi kulim, my mum siap suruh bwk teman n all. Kali nih, i ckp kat my bos i nak ikut diorang naik prai. I ckp sbb i nak masuk site. Mule2 my bos ckp die tokleh gi. Die ckp, takpe la, kite gi masuk site next time. Then i said la my reason, I nak masuk sbb nak tgk diorg service vacuum psv. Kalo stakat psv jer, i dah byk kali tgk diorang wat kat sini.

I assumed org akan wat speculation yg i nak pegi jumpe my bf. Yelah, die kat penang kan. Well, dats a bonus ekceli, tp no, my main intention ari tuh was nak masuk site n tgk keje yg diorang wat. Service vacuum break PSV. Which prove to be a gud experience for me jugak la.

Ape yg wat i beria2 nak pegi ekceli sbb i dah busan ekceli mase tuh...cam dah pening asyik duduk kat ofis jer..asyik wat keje paperwork jer. Mcm takde experience dah nak masuk site seme. kalo stakat gi site visit camtuh..cam tak bes.. so i pun decided ngan adamantly nak pegi jugak prai nih.

Well, at least i dah buktikan kat diorang yg i went there utk keje. Mmg la, of coz I jumpe my bf. Yelah dah pinjam kete die pun. So smpi2 penang die yg jemput, n ajar jln nak pegi prai n penang. Then i went to work, n he to his ofis. Mlm tuh pun kejap jer jumpe. Tp the time spent was great la. mkn nandos n jln2 kat area autocity tuh. hehe...

Then the next day blk ngan die. Bess2. :)

Ntah la. Dulu i mcm confuse sme, kenape he choose me sme. ntah2 die nak play revenge ker. n if die ske kat org len ker. Sbb sumtimes die garang n can be very nasty heartbreaker. Hehehe... Tp skrang i dah tak confuse dah. I just take him as he is la. Mmg die garang. N maybe sumtimes he can be a lil un-tackfull (again ader ke ayat nih). Tp datts him. the way he is. Die garang sbb die nak i jadi a better person. Die tak pandai sgt kate2 manis nih. hehehe...only when he's in the mood la. Same him, i ader mende yg i tegur die jugak. N i believe ader mende about me yg die tak puas ati gak. So, in a relationship, i believe there's give n take. I tak menyesal skit pun i pilih die blk. n i tak kisah if ppl think im making a mistake. I think its the best thing yg i ever did. N if it prove to be a mistake. Its my mistake to make. So anyone who have doubts, i dun care. I've got my own stand. :)

*Flying High*

"Funny la Korang nih"

Hehehe...bile nak tulis post nih pun dah tersenyum2 sendiri...heheh...cannot forget la yesterday's nite incident.

Mcm2 berlaku smalam. 1stly mari la sy bercerite dr mule..remember my story about my hosmet yg ktorg tegur sumthing n bende tuh dah mengeruhkan keadaan yg die kluar rumah tuh. well...die dah ader umah baru, n dah ader new hosmet. there's a lot of citer before this, of how die pesan kat hosmet die about sumthing n to our new hosmet jugak about us.

Anyway, this post is not about that...this is about the open house yg die wat smalam, which *tshk tshk* we are not invited. hehe...yg terase sgt2 are our hosmets yg satu ofis ngan diorang. owh, die punyer new hosmet is ofismate pada 2 of our hosmets. n kire cam, kenal, n si hosmet die nih slalu gak la col or msg my hosmets nih. And it was such a shocked bile die tak jemput my hosmet nih. Yelah, die jemput her ofismates yg len, in the presense of my hosmet nih, tp die takde courtesy pun nak ckp nape die tak invite my hosmet nih. Ala, kitorang pun akan fhm la kalo die ckp pasal our x-hosmet nih. hehehe...

So anyway, bg membawa hati2 yg terase nih, kitorang pun mkn besar kat tong juan tmpt yg popular ngan stuffed carb die tuh. So kitorang pun mkn ngan bess nyer kat situ. sambil main uno n mendengar citer sharn. Yg wat ita n me tergelak2 kan die, sbb die sgt lost mase men uno tuh sbb dok asyik bercerite. So, tak pegi open house die pun, kitorang takde la tak hepi ke ape..

Nway, sbb curious, n ktorg dgr citer mcm2, siap ade khemah seme, so kitorang pun plan, after blk mkn tuh, kt gi round area umah diorg nih. Siap salah2 jalan lagi mule2. Well bukan la salah jalan, tp terlepas simpang yg nak masuk umah die. Tp semangat punya pasal, kitorang pun ngan excited nyer u-turn blk. Walaupun kena u-turn tu agak jauh gak la. Then kitorang pun nmpk la majlis yg sedang berlangsung itu. Ngan excited nyer ktorg pun pusing blk, utk tgk kali kedua...Hehhe...

Mase dah pusing blk tuh, kitorang bwk la slow2..then, nmpk la ader mamat n minah n ader budak kecik, bwk cam bungkusan2 bwk blk tuh...kitorang pun ckp la...'tgk korang, siap ader bekas2 polisterine lagi'

then kitorang pun mengamati la budak2 tuh...mule2 kitorang ingatkan a fren of ours cum our spy gak la. tp bukan, pastu saliza ckp, 'ntah2 ofismate korang'..then lepas sharn mengamati mamat tuh mmg sah la budak tuh ofismate die which means ofismate our ex-hosmet nih la...

then mase tuh la i realize yg the girl yg tgh jln ngan mamat tuh was HER!! hahaha.. terjerit2 la kitorang dlm krete sharn yg bising itu....hehehehhe...mmg kantoi kitorang gi spy open house rumah die....mesti die ckp kitorang nih funny....hhaha...
dah la mule2 bwk slow giler, pas tahu tuh die, terus pecut...hehehe....

tp mmg ktorg tergelak giler la bile pk2 blk kejadian tuh...lawak btul...hehehe...
muahahahaha.....:p mesti dlm hati ex hosmet tuh berkate2.."funny la korang nih"
which is her fav quote. :p

*Big grin*

Sunday, October 28, 2007

My 'Sweet' Niece


Do I need to say more?
*Grinned*

Like sister like brother...dua2 sgt aktif n tak tau malu...hehe...

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Happy Eid Mubarak - Part 2

My Raya Event:-

The day b4 raya
Had to work. But still ok. Went back at 12.30 noon. Stopped to buy lemang. Arrived in kuantan, sent lemang. Still ok.
Rest a lil. Get ready to buke puase. Went out, fetched by him. Went to Ktn Plaza 1st, then plan to go to megamall n break fast at lemon tree. Cancelled at lemon tree becoz, the envi now is not to our fancy. The time spent was great.
Break fast at pizza hut. The service was far too slow. Tp we understand la sbb maybe tgh peek hour. Was comforted by the present of each other. Was gr8 as well. But i did a mistake that i was not aware of at that time.
On our way to his car, bumped into a fren. Sucks.
On the way back. Was ok.
Nite, fight. Sad....


1st Raya
The normal raya day up until Hakeem had his fit.
Basically, ok, terrified, ok..then good thru the nite.


2nd Raya
Ok at first. Had it all planned out. Fight a lil, but still ok.
Went to his house. Was gr8. Went back to my house to change. Went to megamall. Buy sum stuffs. Tot of going to starbucks, but cancelled due to the time. Gr8 time.
Had a fight in the car about sumthing which i can hardly remember how it started. Anyway..Sad day again.


3rd Raya
This was the peek time of my raya. Becoz i had a blast. Went out. To starbucks. 'Lepak'ing. Had sum nice cet. Then went to grab a bite a Rasamas. Then went back home. Amazingly great time.


4th - 7th Raya
I've started working by this time. Bored to the core becoz takde org sgt yg keje lagi at the mo. Tp still ok.


8th Raya
Very sad. Felt left out, alone, un-cared for (ader ke perkataan nih, ahh lantak la, malas nak cek dict.) Sad...very very sad...


9th Raya (today)
Still very sad...

Lifehouse - Broken

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home



Heard this song while ironing this morning. Been searching for the rite song to summarize my feeling. N this is so so true...
My fav band, pandai diorg wat lagu...

*Sighed*

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Happy Eid Mubarak

"Semoga Tahun ini dan Tahun2 yg mendatang membawa Rahmat & Hidayah kepada Kamu"

Today is already 5th Syawal. Mama n papa dah start pose 6 since yesterday. I br start hari nih. Pun belum pose 6 lagi...Uwekk...nak kena pose byk hari nih..nak kaver blk seme2...n bleh jimat budget for makan..oh yeah...bgs btul la...:)

Well, i bet everyone have their Syawal stories. My 1st Syawal started as a normal Syawal like Syawal2 before this. Mandi Sunat raya, siap2 pinggan mangkuk n juadah raye. Gi smayang raye. Salin baju raye. Salam wit mama, papa n tok, adik beradik n sedara mara. Then sambung siap2 makanan utk tetamu. Then makan utk diri sendiri. Hehe..

Tp near to noon. Our family had a BIG scare. My nephew Hakeem, he had a fever since the day before. Ummi die dah kasi ubat pcm (if im not mistaken). Tp since he had diarrhea/diarrhoea so we believe ubat tuh kluar blk..:p Anyway, the fever was at check la time tuh. Sbb it was lower than the nite before n at early morning dat day.

Then lepas main2 ngan aki die. Then kitorang pakaikan his samping. Mase tuh die dah start nangis2. Tp ok lagi la lepas tuh. Aki die pujuk. Then bwk die gi jalan. Then, mase papa bwk die gi jalan2 tuh, bwk gi dekat uncle ham (Aki Ham, die panggil). Uncle acah2 nak amik die. Then tetibe die cam sandar kebelakang. We 1st tot he was playing the 'pengsan-pengsan' game he always pulls. Tp ktorng perasan his eyes was rolling above which he never done before. While abg boy betulkan kepala die onto papa's shoulder, mase tuh br kitorang realize he was having a fit. Sbb die dah ketar2. Then abg boy terus tarik die dr papa n bwk lari masuk bilik. N baringkan die atas katil. Then start demah kepala die ngan air. Maybe between 2-3 minutes gak la then die dah ok. Kitorg ni dah tak thn nangis dah. Kalo Tok, tak tau nak ckp la. Tp kitorang tahan, tkt die nmpk mase Hakeem sakit tuh, tkt die plak jadi ape2.

Then after dah terus bwk die gi hospital, n he was admitted for observation. Tp that nite kak lin mintak discharge sbb specialist kat GH tuh sgt la tak professional. Dr yg bengong. Agaknyer die terase nak jadi macam House kot. Tp so not charming. N we are reporting him. Lantak la.

Mule2 my sis nak masukkan Hakeem kat KMC or KSH, tp tak jadi, sbb doc takde. Cuti raye. Then br die teringat kat Dr Ang. Dr pakar kanak2 yg mmg dah kenal budak2 nih. So on 2nd raye tu bwk gi sane. Alhamdulillah, the next day (3rd raye) his fever dah subside. We really had a scare. Tp alhamdulillah it had passed.

So dats the 1s part of my raye story. Nnt when i have the time I'll tell u the other one. :)

Til then, Chioww..